Before starting to write on this....i did smile inside me....i dont know for wat reasons....whether its bcos i have the "J FACTOR" on others or its bcos others havin it on me(without any reason) - well within brackets would be my inner soul who likes talkin alongside me....sometimes he comes out with the truth which i may try to hide.....
Since my blogs are not prethought or prewritten....i feel like the true thoughts are flowing out without my control.
I have not written any personal blogs on my nature, i thought of seeing wats the actual inner me like on this issue.....hmmm...sounds interesting for me...but i seriously dont know wat embarassing facts are gona come out(U bet)!!!!!lets c...
Hmm...Ok....My character is something which is pretty confusing for me....but ppl whom i know feels that im perfectly alright....which is wrong..i dont regret sayin this publicly...cos...i personally feel i disguise people at times(disgusting!!)...cos i get possessive on someone pretty easily without any reasons...(wat???..u got to change this attitude buddy). So gettin a J factor on someone is like hitting a basket ball with a tennis racket..... Its that ezeee U C!!
The J factor comes only wen u see something gud happening to someone else....and u wish that it cud happen to u....well i got sickened of seeing those.....
For me it has always been the GF factor(umhmmm....)....Well its all my fault....i never intended to get into any relationships before(IS IT???)...so obviously its not right on my part to have a J factor on someone else...so i stopped pubbing(for a while)...man..u get hiked up seeing people dancing with their girl friends, swirling them around and jiving with them.......well..i wish i cud do those..but the point of J factor is not havin a girl friend there......but not knowin how to Jive....hehehe.....bcos somehow you wil hav your friend whos a girl/colleague next to you...but scared to do all those with her....since her real boy friend is also around!!!!!hehe(shameless A**)
But at one corner of my heart...i feel i miss someone special at that point of time...to relish the moments... to enjoy... to share your thoughts... to express your feelings and love...and ur heart will weigh 1000tons at that point of time(Do u carry a weighing machine always wit u???)...
And i have had a huge J factor in my school on a guy whos thin, pretty fair, but mirror crackin material....hehehe...for all damn bloody reasons ....u very well know y!!!!(Yeah yeah..he impressed your maths teacher by answering (a+b)2 = a2+2ab+b2 and bloody u answered (a+b)2=2a+2b!!!!)
Also on a guy who travels in MTC buses.....with his arms around his girl friend and chattin with her all through the journey....amazing isnt it????(Kaaaa...Thoooo....)
Seeing someone achieving greater heights at your age...and ur mom quoting at him"Luk at him and learn"....people say they get motivated by these happenings...but to be frank they dont get motivated.....they get the J factor in them..and they quietly stops their communication with that person...but I...would definitely hav the J factor in him...but never let go of any relationships....bcos i value human relationships more than anything else....until they show their attitude to me(He's right)....
But When i sit and think on wat have i done to shy away from this J factor!!!! i dont get any reasons......since its all my very own intentions of not getting into wat i need....or wat i expect to happen to me....So do u think its right, that me gettin jealous on people?????Well...this question is like the postings u get on a health magizines....hehe..but i have told u.....my true thoughts are flowing down.......somebody stooooppppp meeeeeee!!!!!!!!!(Well...you can do it so...you prioritise wat u need in ur life....everythin wud be cool!!!!!)
All my previous topics have had a descent finish...but i dont think i cud finish this off well.....but still leme try to finish it with a thought.
Since my blogs are not prethought or prewritten....i feel like the true thoughts are flowing out without my control.
I have not written any personal blogs on my nature, i thought of seeing wats the actual inner me like on this issue.....hmmm...sounds interesting for me...but i seriously dont know wat embarassing facts are gona come out(U bet)!!!!!lets c...
Hmm...Ok....My character is something which is pretty confusing for me....but ppl whom i know feels that im perfectly alright....which is wrong..i dont regret sayin this publicly...cos...i personally feel i disguise people at times(disgusting!!)...cos i get possessive on someone pretty easily without any reasons...(wat???..u got to change this attitude buddy). So gettin a J factor on someone is like hitting a basket ball with a tennis racket..... Its that ezeee U C!!
The J factor comes only wen u see something gud happening to someone else....and u wish that it cud happen to u....well i got sickened of seeing those.....
For me it has always been the GF factor(umhmmm....)....Well its all my fault....i never intended to get into any relationships before(IS IT???)...so obviously its not right on my part to have a J factor on someone else...so i stopped pubbing(for a while)...man..u get hiked up seeing people dancing with their girl friends, swirling them around and jiving with them.......well..i wish i cud do those..but the point of J factor is not havin a girl friend there......but not knowin how to Jive....hehehe.....bcos somehow you wil hav your friend whos a girl/colleague next to you...but scared to do all those with her....since her real boy friend is also around!!!!!hehe(shameless A**)
But at one corner of my heart...i feel i miss someone special at that point of time...to relish the moments... to enjoy... to share your thoughts... to express your feelings and love...and ur heart will weigh 1000tons at that point of time(Do u carry a weighing machine always wit u???)...
And i have had a huge J factor in my school on a guy whos thin, pretty fair, but mirror crackin material....hehehe...for all damn bloody reasons ....u very well know y!!!!(Yeah yeah..he impressed your maths teacher by answering (a+b)2 = a2+2ab+b2 and bloody u answered (a+b)2=2a+2b!!!!)
Also on a guy who travels in MTC buses.....with his arms around his girl friend and chattin with her all through the journey....amazing isnt it????(Kaaaa...Thoooo....)
Seeing someone achieving greater heights at your age...and ur mom quoting at him"Luk at him and learn"....people say they get motivated by these happenings...but to be frank they dont get motivated.....they get the J factor in them..and they quietly stops their communication with that person...but I...would definitely hav the J factor in him...but never let go of any relationships....bcos i value human relationships more than anything else....until they show their attitude to me(He's right)....
But When i sit and think on wat have i done to shy away from this J factor!!!! i dont get any reasons......since its all my very own intentions of not getting into wat i need....or wat i expect to happen to me....So do u think its right, that me gettin jealous on people?????Well...this question is like the postings u get on a health magizines....hehe..but i have told u.....my true thoughts are flowing down.......somebody stooooppppp meeeeeee!!!!!!!!!(Well...you can do it so...you prioritise wat u need in ur life....everythin wud be cool!!!!!)
All my previous topics have had a descent finish...but i dont think i cud finish this off well.....but still leme try to finish it with a thought.
"No Girls No Cry"????? or "There is a woman behind every successful man"?????
Please let me know...which one to be chosen!!!!!!!!
4 comments:
started like a schizophrenia person.... slowly u Justify'd,Rationalized, Minimized d Jfactor 2 having a gf :) hehehe
A modest inner soul wid much 2 b modest abt :D
my crazeee conclusive quote 4 ur blog ---> "DONT HAV A SOLUTION BUT I ADMIRE THE PROBLEM" :) if not u wudnt hav blogged abt Jfactor devoted only 2 "havin a gf" although u gav a nice mathematical egjample which atlast lost its significance infornt of GF factor lolz !
hehe.....u hav got it in the right sense...but i felt its a mixjture of all.....and thanks for ur comment......and please mention ur name....im not able to view ur profile.....
nee girl friend illama, kirukku pudichindu alaira pola irukku.. :P
but i must appreciate the way u've expressed it. so al u gurls who're viewing this blog, rajiv is still single and he's rich too... :D
(contrary to wut he has mentioned in his orkut profile)
so der u go..
al the best dude
keep writing
cheers :)
richaaaaa?????endha oorla....?????nothin like that.....if u believe wat she has said...then im sorry.....but one thing is sure....im single ready to mingle.....hehehe!!!!!thnks bhav for being my kolgai parappu cheyalaalar!!!!
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